d <3

i want you so badly <3

2004-05-15T17:53:18Z

aloha, its like 100 degrees outside and i just came back from my run. ehh its so hot im about to have a heat stroke. ill tell you about last night...

ok it was so gay, i had math tutoring @ 6:00 on a friday night!! i was so pissed. but anyway i got in a litle thing with jill and eliz, i dk if u can call it a fight but w.e. they said they would call me but never did but i had a cute little talk with jill and everything is A-OK and we decided we are married in the world of best friends<3lol so i spent most of my night with ange and dee, i love them so much o and jay too cause he always does his best to make me smile. ya so we chilled at petes, people were thirrr, but im too lazy to name names. blahblahblah I WANT YOU blah blah...then i slept over deirdres with ange, we talked a lot, ate and then fell asleep.

idk know what im doing later tonight, maybe going to j.lo's house to chill with jill and will but not sure yet..yeahh

well i have ALOT h.w to do so i better get to it<3

i'll stop pretending life is fun right about ....NOW

2004-05-13T02:20:35Z

hiii. WOW, well deannnna has'nt written in her LJ in a century!..like literally lol. yeah this is because i was grounded from the computer since last report card because i got one C, yeah i know shoot me. yeah but anywho...

LIFE <--i dont get it. it confuses me and so does like everybody i know.i dont think there is ANYBODY except for one person i understand completely especailly things they do. whateverrr.

yeah and sometimes i worry myself, like a lot. like everybody in h.s either likes someone or wants on someone. i guess im not cool. haha yeah i knew this already but i just find it extrmely weird that i have NEVER gone out with a guy in my life...except for the grammar school relationships where your like HEY IM YOUR GIRLFRIEND, AND UM YOUR MY BOYFRIEND SO LETS GET REALLY EMBARRESED WHEN WE SEE EACHOTHER AND NOT TALK TO EACHOTHER..LIKE EVER..ok fun i know right lol. yeah and whenever im "hooking up" with someone it lasts for about 0.2 seconds, literally. lol yeahhhhh..AND YOU WONDER WHY I RESORT TO SHEEP??!! haha im done.

yeah i love being grounded from the computer!

2004-04-10T20:05:47Z

umm...my life is boring. and im grounded from the computer. and im grounded from sleepovers as well. and im going to universal tomarow with ange<3. and yeah its pretty outside. and i have a fscination with riding bikes. meep. i want on this kid really bad. he is hot. enough of that. elizabeth is in virginia. i wrote like infiniti poems last night. it was intense.k. your hott. bye bye.

EErrr - boddyy in the club getting typsYYY !!

2004-04-03T04:18:18Z

wow fun night jill and eliz <3Best friends forever. what we thought would be a horrible miserable fucking night turned out to be fantabulous! GOD WE ARE NORMAL I SWEAR <3 yeahh so want to hear about our night?!! KKK. good causse i was going to tell you wether you liked it or not...

- first we made up a dance to BOOM I FUcked YOUR B.F!! haha fucking amazing let me tell ya..

- danced in the rain just b/c we are cool like that.

- ...yes we got sort of out of hand.. HMMM..we had our own little party

- HAHAHAHAHHAHA PEEING IN ELIZS BACKYARD FOR NO GOD DAMN REASON AT ALL!!!! ...wow

- Jill going fucking ballistic...wow your histerical jill!!<3

I LOVE YOU GIRLS

YuCkSs!!!

2004-04-01T18:51:50Z

hm? last night i was on the phone with Ange, Dee and Erin and they were talking about how much fun their summer was and it made me really depressed!! i want summer soo ridicuously bad </3. school sucks major monkey cock and i cant stand it ANY LONGER!!! which is another reason (besides me being sick of course!!)why i stayed home today. i just cant wait till St.leo and St. mary carnivals, being at the beach EVERY SINGLE EFFING DAY, surfing and hopefully i will find some summer lovinn' <3 haha yeahh that would be cool, but i highly doubt it. IM REALLY REALLY REALLY looking foward to spring break as well cause im craving universal with ange LIKE WOAH!<3 its going to be so much fun. but i refuse to leave without a tan lol. ... oh and the O.C is a fucking amazing show!!<3..sorry i had to add that. a quiz sounds fun... FIRSTS: First Best Friend: Kristen and Lauren<3 Oh how i miss the old hood. First Car: ...im 15 First Screen Name: haha! i think like Ginger xo or something, i forget all i remember is eliz made it for me cause i was mentally challenged when it came to computers and aim. First E-mail Address: dblasi@comcast.net First CD: SPICE GIRLS!!!<33 fuckk yeah.. First Self-purchased CD: me do not know First Funeral: My uncle's :( First Pets: My hamster, which later on bit my finger and instantly died...idk it was reallly wierd.lol. First Piercing/Tattoos: my first an donly peircing was when i was a little baby. First Credit Card: ...im 15 First True Love: never had one. First Big Trip: Disney. First Musician You Remember Hearing in Your House: either Rod stewart, Billy Joel or the Beatles. LASTS: Last Cigarette: there's never been a first. Last Car Ride: last night when Addison dropped me home from track. Last Kiss: :op Last Good Cry: hm! it has been awhile since i had one of those emotional breakdowns but i cried yesterday in computers in front of eliz and jackie. Last Library Book Checked: deannnna does'nt read. Last Movie Seen in Theaters: The Passion<3 Last Movie(s) Rented: Brown Suga..haha i thought it was actually good. Last Beverage: water b/c that is all i ever drink. Last Food: maccaroni b/c that is all i ever eat. Last Crush: its been awhile since i had one of those! but i guess i can say gizzy. Last Phone Call: last night with ange, dee and er<3 bff Last Shower: this morning. Last Shoes Worn: gabby's sneakers b/c i forgot my track shoes. Last CD Played: brand new.Deja Entendu Last Item Purchased: my new gray and pink etnies! Last Annoyance: the boys in my math class. Last Disappointment: yesterday when i found out one of 'my friends' was talking about me. I LOVE WHEN THE HAPPENS! Last Time You Wanted to Die: probally over the summer. Last Time Scolded: last night by my dad when i forgot to shut the lights off in my room. Last Shirt Worn: this huge MD shirt that i got last yr. for free when i visited MD with my grammar school. Last Website Visited: livejournal.com

OH MY GOD JASON IS SUCH AN AMUSEMENT

2004-03-30T03:00:43Z

I DONT EXPECT U TO READ THIS....ITS SO RIDICULOUS I <3 IT11

oOh baby iTs d: JASON YOU ARE ONE OF US!!! THIS IS SO ODDDICLE...LYK OH MY LORDY B! I FEEL BADNESS FOR YOURSLEF AND KIND OFF EXCITED AT THE SAME TIME! WOOSHER MUfffINSSS

Fandangle 227: scramble dandle de!! like im excited just like the monkey driving the car down the parkway but scared like the elephant flying the plane across the pacific

Fandangle 227: its soo sazzookii let me tell you
oOh baby iTs d: ahhhhhhh!!!!! wait i have to confess something

Fandangle 227: im all belly buttons

oOh baby iTs d: ok so today i was sitting in a corn field right....and i was eating the kiwis from the corn stalks AND I WAS LIKE wwwwooooaHHHHHH THIS KIWI US AMAZING MANNNNNNNNNNA

oOh baby iTs d: I ALWAYS LOVED THAT STORY

Fandangle 227: o man that is as fruitishish as it gets i love finding kiwis in cornfields but when you find them in the intecoms at school and you open the screen bamm a kiwi right ther nothings is better than that

oOh baby iTs d: i totally agree! did u ever find the mangos tho? cause i was looking for them all day and i have a suspicain that ur hiding them in ur pantelones

Fandangle 227: nahh i couldn't find the mangos either!!it must have been jill or elizabutt!!!!but i'll tell you what i did find I found a sqwash it was real odd shaped and yellow and i looked at it and i was like eww who likes fruit wanna bees like sqwash so i just droped it down the stairs and hit Ms. Nurse in her noggen and she was all liek bamm ramm jamm smacck!! down the stairs and i was liek yea thats what you get you vegtable pal!!!!

oOh baby iTs d: THOSE DAMN KIDS!!! I GOT TO DO SOMETHING BOUT THEM !!!! SCREWING WITH MY MANGOS!!! WHO THEY THINK THEY ARE....???? I MEAN LIKE KIWIS ARE ONE THING....BUT MANGOS??????? I MEAN THEY R ROUND!! ...and like ballish and squishyyyyyyy almost like squash but more like a mango...well that is b/c it is a mango which would proally make sense if it wasnt coming out of my mouth.....but it is which is why it is compleytly ridiculous and random and retarted and everything that i say screams NUT JOB OR LYK CRAZY MO' FO THAT SHOULD B LOCKED AWAY IN A CELLW . PADDED WALLS...but i would amuse myslef way to much w. that just b/c i would run int ot hemm al day long and prolly suffer from dramatic brain concusions...ya only i could manage to get a concusion from a padded wall but its all good int he neighborhood of sheep

Fandangle 227: and she continues with the sheep you know i saw a sheep on rollerblades the other day and I was liek Rick Rack Crack Crook Who You Juke Snookums Rock Em Sock Em Boppers and he goes "yea i had a ruff night im coming back from homdel and i was like o shit you and deana right and he goes "o yea she takes over like once your sheep willy goes bing bang BOING its all over she sits on that shit bounces and spins she spun on it I was liek wow ive never met a sheep fucker like you deana

oOh baby iTs d: ahhaahahaa ya im quite a sheep slut i must say !!!

Fandangle 227: we all are deep down inside

oOh baby iTs d: I KNOW.. im just living everyones dream...what can i say

Fandangle 227: well i can ttell you what you can say...in fact you can sing it.....or even rap it........nick nack paddy wack give a sheep slut a bone and the bone im talking about is alone but he has two freinds the big round balls and whenever i get bored i give my sheep a call i take it deep from all the sheep but I don't mind because i fuck that kind you might thinks its weird but i like to cheer because to have sex with a sheep there is no other way unless your a guy who takes it up the butt and is real gay

WOW...

Cause you look so fine and i really wanna make you mine

2004-03-28T23:59:18Z

HeYYY!!!

Last night i almost had an anxiety attack lol but seriously i am probally the most impatient person and i get really frustrated and haha idk im odd and this all happened just cause my plans for the night were changing HA! IM DONE.

anywhO last night turned out to be a lot of fun. i went to matts house with Elizabutt<3 and Justin and Doherty were there and Jill came later on. We spent most of our time on the trampoline and me and elizabutt got BEYOND RAPED. omg i couldnt stop laughing Matt and JUstin are too funny! yeah sooo we went home and Jill<3 came back with me and we had a sleepover!<3fun times.

...SO HOTT!<33

http://community.webshots.com/album/129230656YVlihM
^ CLICK THAT TO SEE PICS FROM DANCE!!!

...so bored :(

2004-03-27T23:37:56Z

...i havent updated in a long, long time!

yeahh this week was so incredibly boring so im not going to ramble bout it.

Friday was a lot of funn mann!..actually i thought homecoming was better but i mean it was something to do and everyone was thirrr. before the actual dance the girls went to ADD-!SONS house<3 very pretty pictures ...but ill update them laterrr. after the dance the girls and matt, gizzy, justin, jay and shoentube went to Chilis and it was an amusement! lol.

ill update the pics lata

Something i' ve been keeping locked away behind my lips..

2004-03-22T18:57:48Z

hii!!...im so bored MEH :(

Yesterday i went to Elizabutts and we just chilled for a bit were on the computer for 974896812364140 hours cause she never gets off of the frikken thing! lol. Then we got ready and went to Joeys house and watch their band practice<3lol it was cool cause i havent seen those guys in awhilleee. Then my mom picked me, jill and eliz up from joeys and she brought us to donovanss...it was Okay...it got better towards the end of the night :). yeahhh then we me & jill slept over jamies and had funnn!! it was good to hang out with her cause we never do, OH and plus jackie cause she was at donovans too but didnt sleepover EEK! Then i went home in the morn...

i have stupid frikken pictures today for GAY track YUCK!

<3

OMG i NEED on this kid !!

2004-03-21T06:01:24Z

ok lets see, lets see...

friday: welp, MD is gay. They didnt call me until forever to tell me we had no school so i got up and got ready and stuff and it sucked!! but then i went back to sleeep <3. then the rest of the day was a major bore BLEH. friday night was some fun mannn. me and my other 2/3 went to applebees, we amused oursleves, and ate liek the whole world (i swear our bill keeps getting bigger and bigger).Yeah so after that we went to the play. me and eliz were cracking up the WHOLE TIME it was awesome, that play was histerical & Gerard is my heroe<3. so a little bit after the play everyone was just standing in the gym and like this cirlce of girls is staring us down and whispering bout me jill and eliz...cause we are the rejects of our grade. ahhahaha. it was funny. then afterwards we talked to some guys but i dont feel like naming them and then we met some random other guys and yeah. then we went to my house and ate massive amounts of food and were just our normal sleves.<3

**note- I WANT ON SOMEONE REALLY REALLY BAD AND ITS DRIVING ME INSANE to a POINT WHERE IM GOING TO FUCKING CALL THIS KID AND SCREAM THROUGHT THE PHONE THAT I WANT HIM IN MY BED. ok thnx.

saturday: jill and eliz went home in the morn and i basically just chilled and slept the whole day.<3 then i went to charlies basketball game then to FUCKING PETE AND ELDAS!!!!<33 OMG AMAZING..AND IM SO PROUD OF MYSLEF, I ATE A WHOLE XXL PIZZA PIE AND WON MYSLEF A -SHIRT!!!!!!!

http://img26.photobucket.com/albums/v79/oohbabyitsd/100_0071.jpg

^CLICK THAT FUCKER!!CAUSE IM IN THE WHOLE PIE EATERS CLUB. score<3

...im stuffed to no end and im done with eating pizza for awhile...maybe food in general lol.

<33deannnnna

BIRTHDAY PRESENTS and just other stuff i bought recently...

2004-03-19T01:06:52Z

hehe my chinese shoes!yeah influenced by bridget! lol.

myy shirt<3

the belts i got for mi birthday WOO

hot shirt.

MY FAVORITE EVER EVERRRR.

yeah this one is boring...

AH! these shoes rock my world!<3so hott

wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooosh.done.

maccaroni is so good!!<3

2004-03-18T01:39:44Z

ok..well i havent written in this for centuries. its all good. so how have you been ?? really?? thats cool. yeah im ok.

yeah uhm actually GUESS WHAT GUYS??!! i have a new crush<3 well not really. not really at all actually lol. This guy is just really reallly cute, has a nice body and good personality WOO. dont you just love that?? haha well i dont cause i have NO CHANCE with him whatsoever. o well sucks for you deanna. hm : (

yeah yeah enough of that...i feel like taking a survey...

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards- annaed isalb..hehe sounds muslim

[ x ] The story behind your user name - its a lyric, but its not why i picked it. GOD IDK.
[ x ] Where do you live - holmdel, Nj

[ x ] 4 words that sum you up - annoying, wierd, retarted and fat.
[ x ] Wallet - its shaped like a strawberry. Paul Frank maybe?
[ x ] Hairbrush - i forget.
[ x ] Toothbrush - purple.
[ x ] Pillow covers - they are lavender and they are t-shirt material WOO
[ x ] Blanket - tropical print and a quilt.
[ x ] Coffee cup - uhm coffee sucks monkey balls, and i rarely drink tea.
[ x ] Sunglasses - yeah dont have any.

[ x ] Underwear - uhm hm...i prefer thongs.

[ x ] CD in stereo right now - billy joel and the bee gees
[ x ] Tattoos - not yet. but when i do it will be on my lower back and it will be a palm tree or sunset/island thinger...if that made any sense?
[ x ] Piercings - i just have one whole in each ear.
[ x ] What you are wearing now- abercrombie sweatshirt, victoris secret sweatpants and frog slippers.
[ x ] Hair - up in a pony tail
[ x ] Makeup - mascara and eyeliner.

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)
[ x ] In my mouth - pez from my sheep dispenser<3

[ x ] In my head - this REALLY REALLY HOT GUY.

[ x ] Wishing - i was in bed.
[ x ] After this - watching AMERICAN IDOL!
[ x ] Talking to - no one
[ x ] Eating - a carmello
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - hm eh uh idk.
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - UNIVERSAL WITH MY BFF AND COUSIN ANGELAA<33
[ x ] The last thing you ate - maccaroni, well before the carmello.
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of - rejection ( im getting used to it though.)
[ x ] Do you like candles - yeah! only if they smell good though.

[ x ] Do you like hot wax - HAH YES!! i love sticking my fingers in it.
[ x ] Do you like incense - yeah, sometimes.
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - o ya! i have it with my sandwhich everday for lunch.
[ x ] Do you believe in love - eh im not sure.
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - not sure.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - no.
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven - yes.
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - yeah sure whynot, depends on the circumstances.
[ x ] Do you believe in God - yes.

[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die - put in a coffin and put in a hole underground?...sounds good to me.
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - hehe, ill keep it to myself. thank you.

[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - A MONKEY AHHH AND OF COURSE A SHEEP!!!
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up- i sleep.
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - no.
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - ... no.
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - COIN?! who even thinks about what their favorite coin is?
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - boys.
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow - hahahah, yeah ill keep that one to myself also.

MORE RANDOM QUESTIONS
-- The shoes you wore today: my uhm tan schoool shoes and my aesic running shoes.

--Your hair: it's... brown

-- Your weakness: hm, i dont know i have a lot.
-- Your fears: didn't we go over this already?
-- Your perfect pizza : sicilain ALL THE WAY
-- Your most overused phrase on aim: yes sir
-- Your thoughts first waking up: "no muthafucka nooooooo. more sleep!"
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: smile and eyes
-- Your best physical feature: idk??!!
-- Your bedtime: usually like.. 10 or earlier.
-- Your greatest accomplishment : i dont accomplish things, im a slacker.
-- Drank alcohol: yes.
-- Smoke(d): nope.
-- Done a drug: nope.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: eww oreos suck dick 10 times a day.
-- Been on stage: yes.
-- Been dumped: yes.
-- Gone skating: yes.

-- Made homemade cookies: yes.
-- Gone skinny dipping: nope.
-- Dyed your hair: highlighted? same thing?? ok.
-- Stolen anything: yeah, usually lipglosses or something. IM SUCH A BADASS LET ME TELL YOU!
-- Number of girls I have kissed in my life: haha. none.
-- Number of boys I have kissed: your right i just randomly count all the guys i have kissed! STUPID QUIZ!
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: no drugs, bad.
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: eh maybe 1 or 2?
-- Number of CDs that I own : no idea.
-- Number of Piercings all over your body: 2
-- What are they: ears.. WE DID THIS ALREADY.
-- Number of tattoos: none. ok asked that too...
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: never
-- Number of scars on my body: one on my knee, ankle and arm.
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: uh i dont know really.

wasting_x_away @ 2004-03-11T16:45:00

2004-03-11T21:45:13Z

im bored and in a really random mood.

<3<3

want to see some photographs i took in schoolio today?
kay.
good!

these pics might be GINORMOUS but you will deal...

Elizabutt's eyeball.

Erin and Ange at lunch.

hahaha Ooh erinnn!

Eliz, Jackie and Kitty Cat in Religon...

ADD - ! - SON

haha WOW RYAN....SEXAYY

Meslef<3

ElizabOng*

yes, thats me.

yes, thats eliz.

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im bored and in a really random mood.  
<3<3
want to see some photographs i took in schoolio today? kay. good!
these pics might be GINORMOUS but you will deal...
 
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Elizabutt's eyeball.
 
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Erin and Ange at lunch.
 
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hahaha Ooh erinnn!
 
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Eliz, Jackie and Kitty Cat in Religon...
 
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ADD - ! - SON 
 
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haha WOW RYAN....SEXAYY
 
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Meslef<3
 
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ElizabOng*
 
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yes, thats me.
 
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yes, thats eliz.
 
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SHEEP<3..the two on the right are the ones matt got me for my birthday.
 
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MY BEUTIFULLY DECORATED LOCKER<3THANKS TO MY *TRUES*

SOHO + $800 + father/daughter bonding = DEANNAS OBSESSION<3

2004-02-29T04:38:21Z

today was simply fantabulous, you have no ideaa!!<33 ok so my dad brought me to NYC on a shopping spree InCREDIBLE. well see he did this because we made a pact that if i wore my braces for 6 more months that i can have a shopping spree to new york AH YES and + he never spends that much time with me so yeah it was so much fun. first i went to bloomingdales (amazing store) and bought a FRANCESCO BIASIA bag...aww its so cute, its light pink and it has silver straps that are all sparkly and yeahh. then we headed over to the village, basically just walked around cause i didnt find that much stores i liked. but i did go to urban outfitters which is a really fun-vintage store, i got a thick hot pink belt + beaded earings + earings with colorful balls. BUT THEN WE WENT TO SOHO WHICH IS MY ABSOLUTE FAVORITE PLACE TO BE, SHOP AND LIVE(WHICH I WILL WHEN I ATTEND COLLEGE IN THE CITY) hell yes!! i got this really pretty lavender bracelet, little white beaded chinese shoes & MISS SIXTY jeans. then we ate at some old fashioned french place which was really good. i love my daddy<33

tonight was okay. i went to matts house. nuzzi and eliz were there. me and matt just ate the whole time. GO GET EM' TIGER LOL.

the end<3

p.s : some people are really gay and should shut up.

what do i do when lightning strikes me?

2004-02-28T02:42:05Z

DO DA DO DA DO DAAAAAA...today was pretty cool dudeee....

school was actually fun for a change! computers was so so so FUNNNY and i think that eliz cat and jacky would agreee. ahhaha mr. lemig giving us advice on guys and how they should respect us and how the women are the dominant sexuality hahahahaa. and eliz agreeing to be a hoe and a bitch wow good times good times<3

tonight i went to Battle of the Bands with Jill and we hung out with Bridget, Care, Lex, laura, Lauren and the guys...it was fun. AHHHH BUT IM OBSESSED WITH 9 DAY WONDER. AHH two kids are rele hot AHHH ones reallllly cute and the other one has a awesome voice. yeah im done.

then she will carelessly cut you and laugh while your bleeding

2004-02-26T21:06:50Z

so um...today i was in a really good mood.

ok. and i have come to a conclusion, and that is that there seriously is NO POINT what-so-ever in being in any form, shape or kind of relationship. seriously, i feel this way because all around me i see people getting hurt from guys that suck major dick and all these problems that relationships cause. not only like going out or w.e but even just being "together". what is the fucking point in being "together"!!!??? god, i mean all thats going to happen is that your going to begin to like some one a lot and then he/ she is going to break your heart! and with going out...yeah dont even get me started i mean we all know pretty damn well that you DONT "LOVE" EACHOTHER, and its going TO END UP IN HEARTACHES AND PAIN.

so as you can see i think its all a load of shit and just an excuse to get hurt. and that is why i am taking break from all of it. im so proud of my self for not liking anyone in the longest time! woo go deannnna! ok, i know your probally saying "what is she talking about"!!! i know, i know it is very true that you cant go on forever without liking anyone or having zero relationships cause i know in about a month ill probally like some one and w.e but i just had to make the point that all that this "h.s love" is about is getting hurt, hurting others, not being good enough, feeling rejected, being lonely and all that other crap...and we all fall for it...but its just the way it is...

OK ANYWAY...that was really random but i have been obsservant about this subject and since i liked no1 i have been so much more happier about life<3 well leave comments and tell me what you think about this topic...thnx<3 bye.

today i had schOOOOOOOliO....

2004-02-26T00:10:12Z

x EMOTI0N isDEAD: EVERYONE SHES PUTTING A HOT WATER BOTTLE ON HER STOMACH
oOh baby iTs d: AHHHHH HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG HISTERICALLL!!!!
x EMOTI0N isDEAD: iKNOW!!
oOh baby iTs d: ms nurse is simply amazing
x EMOTI0N isDEAD: hahaha i know!!
x EMOTI0N isDEAD: and then she's like dinaa!!
oOh baby iTs d: HHhahahha !!!! good times good timessss
x EMOTI0N isDEAD: lol

AHAHHAHAHA OH MAN CARLY WE ARE PHSYCO PATHS!!!<33333

Movie picSSS!!!!<33 ahh so much fun!!!!! bffffff<33

2004-02-23T20:14:05Z

Ok so heres my weekend for ya...

2004-02-23T16:29:50Z

Friday: i had school. it sucked as usual. then i came home and my parents were being real gay and they love to yell at me UGH. then at night elizabutt had people over...it was ehh ok...

Saturday:Me and the two bongs went to go see "confessions of a teenage drama queen". i really like it even though i was a little embarresed when we were walking out and a stampede of 3 year olds came running out of the theatre ahha o well its ok, i am a little kid at heart<3WOOT then we took tons and tons of pics...maybe ill post them?...uh then we ate at bertuccis. after that mrs dematteo picked me and jill up and we went back to her house. lupino came over for a bit and had to go fetch her dog!!! ahah that was great. then we went to petes at like nine and stayed for a little.then i slept over jills casa.

Sunday: AHHHHHH SNOWBOARDINGGGGG IS AMAZZINGGGG!!<33 wow so much fun, even tho i did like 6 runs by myself because every one felt the need to go to south YUCK I HATE IT THERE. o well so i just stayed at north but i like boarding by myself, lol i concentrate more. well then i met up with stephanie and guimo and we did a few runs. but then i left tthem and met up with cat and goerge, too funny lol. i hope your knee and face feel better kitty!!lol. uhh ya so that leaves the bus ride home. always adventourous. well basically the whole time me, jill and cat were feeling nuzzi's muscles ahhh and then we were comparing them with johnnys lol BOTH ARE REALLY NICE. HMM and thennnnnn the puppy was biting everyone and unclipping our bras but its all good.

GUESS WHAT??!!

2004-02-20T21:53:52Z

i want on gisele bundchen. i love gisele bundchen. i want to be gisele bundchen. gisele bundchen is so hot. i want on gisele bundchen. i love gisele bundchen. i want to be gisele bundchen. gisele bundchen is so hot.

wasting_x_away @ 2004-02-18T16:00:00

2004-02-18T21:02:20Z

today i had school. enough said.

i finally died which started the whole world living

2004-02-17T21:25:28Z

well today completely sucked monkey balls! my other 2/3 (jill+eliz) didnt come to school AHHH and it was reallly bad...i was lost :(

but yeah anyway hahaha today in math was funny as usual with carly <33...i love how we ignore mr. capp lol its so amusing!!

AHHHH OMGG. im so mean. i didnt mean to be AT ALL but uhh...ok so this is how it went down lol. well you know when someone refers to something (ex: person#1: "that looks like a balloon!" // person#2: "you look liek a balloon!")

^--ok bad ex but see i always do that and today in history mr. bonelli goes, "your bag looks like a watermelon"....and then stupid deanna goes, " you look like a watermelon!" AHHHHHHHHHHHH! I REALLY DIDNT MEAN TOO...IF IT WAS A DIFFER PERSON IT WOULDNT eVEN BE MEAN, BUT I WASNT EVEN THINKING ESPECAILLY THINKING ABOUT HOW FAT HE IS! I MEAN C'MON I DONT EVEN HATE HIM AND I FEEL BAD AHHH IM HORRIBLE!!!!!

ok on another note: Gisele Bundchen is fucking gorgous, yes robert harrington you cant get hotter NO EXCEPTIONS she is beautiful NO she is beyonnnnnd beautiful. no words to describe<3

Words are all I have, to take your heart away<3

2004-02-17T03:44:43Z

yeah today was really boring. uhh i woke up really hot again with a big headache EEK! i finished all my homiework (hehe will, i stole your word again) which is suprisingly unusual. then i went to the cadillac dealership with mi familia and traded in the old black escalade for a new silver one with bucket seats, a televison, xm radio and other coolio gadgets. thennnnn i got taco bell and yeah that is pretty much my day. as you see it sucked the big one. the end.

Really long Quizermobobber....

2004-02-16T15:31:14Z

yes or no..
you keep a diary: no sir
you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: yes mam
you fold your underwear: uh WAIT!?...WHILE ITS ON ME OR IN A DRAW!!!????
you talk in your sleep: mi madre says i do.. hehe

last..
movie you bought/recieved: i dont know...i dont watch many movies..
song you listened to: "ticket to ride" the beatles
song that was stuck in your head: toxic

song you've downloaded: nothing
TV show you've watched: hmm..i think the style network (its my life)
thing you said: mom, did you sign me up for kickboxing yet??

..or..
black or white?: black
cats or dogs?: dogs (CATS SUCK THE BIG ONE EXCEPT FOR PURSAINS)
tea or coffee?: tea
achiever or slacker?:definetly slacker

leader or follower?: leader
matches or a lighter?: matches because i still dont know how to use a lighter..i know im mentally challenged. letters or emails?: i like letters...but email is really quick and easy.
short hair or eong hair?: i like long hair for both girls and guys.

i want to..
Go: snorkeling Kill: mr. loprete Meet/Visit: MEET GISELE BUNDCHEN!!<33
Avoid: liking a guy for awhile because i always get hurt :(
Hug: that big squishy pillow sitting on my bed....
Kiss: hmm good question..

have you ever..

broken a bone? i dont think i actually broke bones, i just stress fractured, sprained and all that crap.
cheated on a test? if i didnt cheat on tests i would be failing out of high school.
played Truth Or Dare? yes sir
Kissed someone you didnt know? oh lord...please dont remind me...
Been on a talk show/game show? no way jose
Been in a fight? not a fist fight....
Ridden in a fire truck? o yeah all the time..
Been on a plane? yes a lot of times.
Come close to dying? well i have got hit by a car if that counts.
Gave someone a piggy back/shoulder ride? ahahhaha yeahhhhh
Swam in the ocean? of course silly!

what song makes you cry- "always be my baby" mariah carey...GOD I HAVE MY REASONS!!

what song describes your love life- love life??!!! sorry dont have one of those...

what song describes your happiest moment- idk about happiest but "hands down" dashboard...OK ONCE AGAIN I HAVE MY REASONS!

what song describes your worst moment- uhh i dont know

what's your one favorite lyric- "i want to hold your handdddd" hahaha just kidding lol eliz ...sex song of the 70's!! woot!

what lyric reminds you of an ex- i never had a REAL boyfriend.

top five best animals to draw

+dogs + cats
+ cows
+ buffalos...hahaha
+ tasmanian devils ALL THE TIME

top five things i wish i could do right now but can't because it's winter

+surf + be tan
+ be at the beach every day of my life with my two bestest friends
+ not be in that gay school of mine.
+ visit gunnys and eastern lines!

top five things i like doing in winter that i can't do in the summer

+ snowboard
...theres nothing else because winter sucks the big one

top five places i wish i was right now

NYC, ITALY, HAWAII, PARIS , IN MY BED

top five things i'm looking forward to

+ sleep
+ spring break because im going to universal with ange!
+ summer!
+ friday
+ certainly not school tomarrow

top five things i'm addicted to

+ making pockabooks + eating
+ being online 24/7
+ abercrombie
+ sleeping

top five best things i did when i was young

+ played house & barbies with kristen & lauren

+ watched shows like URIKAS CASTLE AND BANANNAS IN PAJAMAS
+ going to angelas old house (play man hunt and put on cooking shows)
+ the night time swimming with the neighbors
+ frolic through "greenland" with kristen, lauren, ali, tj and my brothers AWESOME TIMES.

top five best vacations

+ITALY BY FARRR

+ PUERTO RICO

+ NYC for a week and all i did was SHOP!!

+ when i went to Florida with all my relatives...

+ Bermuda

top five best moments of the summer

+ surfing with the girls

+ DEF NOT ST. LEOS CARNIVAL

+ LBI WITH JILL AND ELIZ AHHH AWESOMENESSSS

+ louies party in lbi was a fun time

+ iittaallyy

top five favorite celebrities

+ GISELE BUNDCHEN AHH MY OBSESSION/IDOL!!<3

+ betsy johnson...amazed by her clothes.

+ ah ah ah OMMMGGG !!ashton kutcher!!! ahhhh orgasmmmm ahhh

+ helga from hey arnold

+ Penelope Cruz

yeah well i have'nt written in 10 thousand bazillion years...

2004-02-16T05:31:31Z

i have been extremely busy. so i havent written in a few. but i will update now. uhh i will start with friday i guess...

Friday<3i came home from school and jill came with me. we cleaned my room so we could go to the game (MD vs. Henry Hudson), it sucked balls. after that we were extremely hungry so we went to applebee's ahhaa and we ate so much food it was insane ||jill: i swear||me: we're normal|| wooo. the waitor there was like half retarted and was like stalking us or something like that. we had an amazing cholclate meltdown wow it was so gooooooood! anyways since we didnt have our cellular devices we walked to go find a pay phonw in the freezing cold ahhh. on our way we stopped at the dollar store and we bought our friendship bracelets the OOH BABYY! ...yeah then after that we went to elizabuttss, she had lupino, justin,sdogg, doherty, jason and cella over. it was coooooooool dude. yeah and then i wen thome and slept.

Saturday<3i went to jo- ann fabrics and bought some cool stuffs there to make my new bags. by the way they cam eout fantabulous! lol i stayed home all night though, yes it was v-day but im aloser what can i say. i watched movies and ate choclate by meslef eh whateverr...

Tonight<3 it was fun. i wen tot the mall with jillabOng. we bought amazing stuff at a&f! god that store is my obsession! i also bought coolio jewlery and a shirt that has the cookie monster on it and on the back it says "me want cookies" hehe! yes well tonight jill and elizabutt came hirrr. we chilled, ate dominoes, listened to spice girls and oh of course billy joel! lol and me and eliz had a spasm and a 1/2 while dancing to "i want to hold your hand" by the beatles WOOT!

yes well im mad tired,

deannnnna